Confessions of a tree-
A root trough history
voice narration of the last tree
Guus Kentie
The audience was invited to enter the installation barefooted, walking in the soil, listening to the narratives, crouching down watching each specific video.
IN WHICH SENSE HAVE HUMANS COMMODIFIED NATURE IN RELATION TO THE URBAN ENVIRONMENT?
The narrative serves as an allegory, exploring the mystery of the tree and its future.
Listen & read the 5 stories:
A fox slinks through the undergrowth, careful but not fearful. Birds flit between my branches, their wings brushing the air like soft whispers. The rivers murmur in the distance, cutting paths through stone and moss, clear and cold. Everything knows its place. The seasons turn like breath—inhale, exhale. A quiet order beneath the wildness.
Storms come sometimes, tearing at my bark, twisting my branches. But I don’t mind. They pass, and I remain. My roots sink deeper, my leaves return. The sun always finds me again. That’s how it works here—nothing is lost, only remade. Growth is in the breaking. And there’s so much more ahead. I can feel it in the soil, in the hum beneath the ground. Something new is stirring.
A quiet shift in the air, a different rhythm threading itself into the old song. The earth is making room for something. Someone. I don’t fear it. Why would I? The world knows how to hold itself. Life has always found a way to stretch toward the light. And so will they whoever they are. Whatever they bring.//
Here and there they take some twigs for a fire. And to make tools for survival. As they have been doing for as long as I can remember. They are so creative, always looking for ways to survive. They have been digging lines in the soil next to me. I wonder what they’re up to this time!
All of a sudden, I feel a shock throughout my whole body. And although I have been living in harmony with humans for thousands of years, with one snap, I can feel that balance shifting. I feel that something is wrong right away. This time, the creaking and cracking sound wasn’t from the humans taking fruit, or some branches for a fire to keep warm. They are targeting my roots.. They are making space to cultivate. My survival is at stake.They don’t want unpredictable wilderness anymore. They want stability. Vast empty planes of land they will sow with a million seeds of the same plant. They don’t want diversity. They want uniformity. Uaagghhh!! It must be...
For the.... greater... good......//
There are no children really anymore though. The swing is barely being used. And there is a path surrounding me, I’m in this weird hole. It actually has severed some of my roots, I can’t feel them anymore. It has made it hard, or even impossible to connect to other trees. I’m pretty scared to be honest, there are all these sounds around me the whole time. It doesn’t seem to stop. But what scares me the most is that I’m sensing a lot more carbon dioxide in the air. I don’t need that much. I might be wrong, I’m not sure. I wish to ask others. But I can’t reach them anymore, so I don’t know if they sense it as well.
If im honest, it’s pretty lonely. I feel like I don’t even know the neighbourhood that is my home. Im all alone. I guess the encompassing sounds will have to do as company. But it just stresses me out a lot. I think humans might be building something close by. It makes even more noise. And there is this material with which they keep coming by. I don’t know what it is exactly. I have never seen it till recently. It’s very shiny and comes in these different linear forms. It looks weird. I don’t know what these humans will do with it and why they need so much. It just all makes a lot of sound, and every time they work, it gets really gross everywhere. I don’t know what is happening, and will happen, but I have a bad feeling about it.//
Last year we had intense flooding that almost swept me away…This autumn it hasn’t dropped a single raindrop…Ugh…this heat…I can feel it drying me up from the roots…Why is it getting hotter? The sun’s supposed to set soon…Is that screaming??!! Wait…whats all that smoke I can taste??!! IS THAT A FIRE??!!OH MY FUCKING GODD it’s BURNING ME ALIVE!! AAAAAHHHHHHH!!//
I miss it. I miss the warm sun, the funky wind, the soil I shared with my ancestors and above all the voices of my fellow trees. The wind carried their laughter for miles, I can still hear them sometimes, I must have gone insane from the solitude. There was nothing worse than the silence after their screams. One by one they disappeared, I searched for them with my roots. All I found was decapitated stumps left and right. I was so heartbroken it almost killed me, but I endured. I had to survive for my family. Not long after, humans in white suits brought me to this place. At first I was hopeful of a better future, but that later turned into resentment of these ever watching eyes.//